| Location | Belfast |
| Age | 36 years |
| Date of Birth | 11/1971 |
| Date of Death | 12/2007 |
| Visitors | 2,450 since 15/02/2008 |
| Creator |
this is a tribute to my wonderful brother mark ,mark was just 36 when he took his own life a few days after christmas for reasons we still dont know mark left behind a wonderful father and 2 brothers stephen and samuel and 2 sisters myself and kim and his children . mark u will remain in our hearts forever
well big bro, finding it hard now, i miss u and dad so much, i just wish i had the chance to tell you how much i really loved u, cause big bro i did love u so much, my life seems to be going so wrong now, i am starting to lose everyone that i love and i cant cope, everyday i wake up praying that no one else is going to leave me, my life just seems to be a waiting game or every day is a wish, as u know im not great on my own and that what im ascared of now, once there was 7 of us all close and loving eachother like no other family i know have that bond r family did, but now there is only 4 left, 1 by 1 everyone i love is leaving me, i must of done something really bad or something, cause no one could have this bad luck, i just wish u all could come home so i could have my presious family back, debra, kim and stephen and my partner and kids r all i have in this big world, 7 people thats all i have to live for now, mark its so hard feeling this way, i dont like to talk to the family as they r going through the same heart ache as me , i seem to be crying every other night now, and in the morning wishing that the day is going to be ok and im not going to lose any of those 7, but i know there will be a day i will gat that bad news of losing another of my family, i just hope im with u, dad and mum before that news comes as i could not take it, my lifes a mess, everything is going wrong it my life now, so i will say good night big bro and il see u soon, give dad and mum a big kiss and hug and tell them i miss and love them to, well speak soon love ye and always will xxx
KIM THANK YOU VERY MUCK FOR LEAVING A COMMENT ON MY BRO'S PAGE...YOU TOO KEEP YOUR CHIN UP WE BOTH HAVE LOST BROTHERS..THEY MEAN THE WORLD TO US..MARK IS UP IN HEAVEN WITH HIS MUM & DAD LOOKING DOWN ON YOU ALL...
MARK I TRY TO HELP UR SISTER THROUGH HER HEARTACHE,,AS THEIR IS DAYS I STILL GET THEM,,IT DOESNT GET ANY EASIER,,BUT I DO TRY TO HELP PEOPLE WHO HAVE WENT THROUGHT THE SAME LOST AS ME..I THINK IT IS THE STRENGTH MY BROTHER HAS GIVEN ME TO DO THIS,THE SPIRTULIST TOLD ME THAT MY BRO IS HELPING OTHERS THAT GO TO HEAVEN, WHO HAVE ALSO TAKEN THEIR OWN LIFES, SO MARK IM SURE OUR JIM WAS THEIR TO HELP YOU,,COS THAT WAS HIS KIND WAY..SO MARK PLEASE GAVE MY BROTHER A BIG HUG FROM HIS WEE SIS...
KIM REMEMBER IM ALWAYS HERE TO HELP XXXX
So Sorry for your Loss
Having you not with me
Hurts more and more each day
Although I feel a closeness
In a very special way
Even as I go to sleep
Every thought is of you
And I never thought i'd miss you
In quite the way I do
So i'm hoping that these words
May some how let you know
That you're in my heart forever
And i'll always love you so
The one and only thing
That helps me with the pain
Is dreaming of the time
When I will see you again
just a wee message
well mark i have never been on this wee site, but mark i just want to say that i miss u now more than ever, as u know dad has passed away and will be with u and mum soon, please take care of him and mum, mark i miss all of u and need u all to come home to us, r family is so empty with out yous. i dont know how im going to cope, but i am trying my hardest to be really strong for the rest but today i am finding it really hard to but a brave face on thing, but i will promise, it is really helping now just talking to you today, well mark i wish i knew why u done this just for peace of mind, i just want u 2 know that i always love my big bro and still do. i dont speak about u much as i dnt want to breakdown so that why i dont speak much about u but i just want to tell u this i miss u like crazy , please come home please. talk soon, love sent from ur wee bro xxx
so sorry to hearabout your dad. i knoe how yur feel i lost my dad, my brother ,and my partner all in 3 years so belive me i know sending you all my love xxxxx
I knw howu feel
Helo hun,i knw exactly ow u feel.my beautiful boyfriend geraint hung
Himself in jan,jst 17 days afta his 25th b.day.suicide is a difrent type of grief,i knw,im xpeirencin it now.its nice2 knw otha ppl knw how u feel.plz visit geraints site.god bless u and mark,the wrld is cruel,it took mark,and my angel2.b hapy nw boys.lotsa lv and hugs,sherrane x
my heart goes out to you , lots of love sheila
Reflection
Another day for you to wonder, another day for you to mourn
It wasn't my intention to go before the coming dawn
My pain was deep within my heart and troubled head
It wasn't my intention to go without words said.
My frame of mind seemed normal, or so I heard them say
It wasn't my intention not to see another day
I did not mean to make you suffer or cause you so much pain
It wasn't my intention to never see you again.
Despair and confusion left my aching mind unsure
It wasn't my intention to suddenly close life's door
If only I could give you reasons and brush the tears away
It wasn't my intention to leave you and not stay.
I did not mean for you to grieve, now left alone to cry
It wasn't my intention to leave you, forever asking why
As the burdens of life's worries slowly ebb from my heart
it wasn't my intention to tear your soul apart
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there is a group that offers support for all those that lost loved ones in this way...its link is on GTS on the links please feel free to join us it may help WE LOST OUR LOVED ONES THROUGH SUICIDE
Well, Mark sorry I haven't been on for a while. As u no it was my birthday yesterday and I found it very hard as the two things which I wished for didn't come true. I wished that you were back and that Dad was going to be okay. I went to bed on Wednesday night asking that I be woke up on my birthday to realise that all this has been a dream, but its not Mark.
Well as you know Dad is not too good. We are all finding it really hard Mark. Can't believe that you are gone from us and now Dad is goind to leave us too.
Keep looking down Mark and keep smiling up there with Mum.
Love you loads and will never forget you. I think of you every morning when I get up and every night when I go to bed, but u know that already.
XXXXXX
good night
sorry for the loss of ur brother debra, kim, sam, stephen.
take very day as it comes and yous r a close family so yous will be there for one another.
good nite mark and rest in peace i know things must have been hard for you as i myself know how much things can get you down esp of you do not talk about thing. as i myself have tried the same thing so i do understand. but only if ud have turned to some one. but good only takes the best. look after ur mum big man and watch over ur family.
take it easy x
so sorry
My brother steven took his own life on the 20th of november 2006, this has totally devistated my family and especially my mum that found him. I will remeber that day forever.
I know marks family and friend are suffering at this time, but i wanted to say, your not alone there are people who understand and will help if given a chance xxxxxx hope this brings you comfort , your all in my thoughts love and best wishes janinexxxxxxx
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